I remember was the month october,
In a garage I was standing,
Scared and somber,
I could smell your breathing,
And the pain you're leaving,
So ashamed I'm feeling,
And now I am left to fate.

For all the times I've been losing my mind,
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy,
You made me suffer,
Motherfucker,
Ripped my heart out,
It was so good.

I remember words that never left me,
For a scull of silver here's what you'd do for me,
If you tell I'll kill you,
Rip the child out from you,
Wish that I could stop you,
Please God make this go away.

For all the times I've been losing my mind.
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy.
And you made me suffer, motherfucker.
Ripped my heart out,
Innocence was lost.

And I feel it
I can't take it
I don't want it
Anymore

Was only five
And I feel it
Can't take it
Anymore

For all the times I heard you,
Say in my goddamned mind,
Make it sooner if I suck you,
I'd make you suffer,
Make you suffer,
Motherfucker

For all the times I've been losing my mind,
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy,
And you make me suffer,
motherfucker,
Ripped my heart out

I was only five
Five